a million time, i’ll say it
i
would
be
anything
for
you
shapeshifter at your command,
my brain melding with the thoughts you put
into words,
who do you want me to be?
i want to be yours, so tell me who i
need to be today
i could be silly,
i could be stoic and poised,
elegant,
crazy
sad
jealous
i can take taylor swift
off my playlists
i can watch star wars in its entirety,
movie after movie
i can take notes to remember it all,
that way you can’t tell me i’m not
paying attention
the glue holding this other person will crack,
eventually,
it’s already begun
you’ll see the bubbles in my heart,
the way my head soars in space
you’ll know that i can’t remember anything
for the life of me
you’ll see the way i grin,
and then you’ll see the way i fall at night,
the tears that trickle onto my phone screen
as i type away everything that’s wrong with me
because what if im not who you want me to be?
every day im washed over with a wave of fear,
what happens when this ends?
what will i have done to make you leave me?
is it because i wasn’t who wanted me to be?
i have been
everything
you wanted me to be
but you love me more for
me?
you say that you love me for me,
but how could you when you haven’t seen
me?
oh but you have, haven’t you?
because i ask you to tell me all the things
you love about me,
and you say you love that i’m
bubbly energetic spacey can’t remember things for the life of me but try anyway love so strongly that it hurts writing and writing music blasting in my ears dramatic and giggly when i’m tired
you see me, even when i didn’t want to be seen
you love it
you love me
euphoria has never felt so bright,
the sun has never felt so warm as when
im with you
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