we sit still, the dust creating halos around our heads sometimes i turn just to look at your nose just to remember if my mind changed what it looked like the sun makes your hair look so vibrant, i think you’re more beautiful than i remember i look away, insecure and nervous about the lack of charge in the air it’s too comfortable, too soft but that is also you you were never afraid of not speaking never feeling like you had to fill space to be loved and i loved just that just us, uniting breath, sitting whispers away and troves of conversation without words i look at you again, eyes closed as you absorb the earth were you always so blinding, i wonder your eyes open, you look back at me and smile not a word slips past your pink lips and i know you were always so blinding, beautiful, angelic, comfortable, soft, sweet i close my eyes, peace at last