Wait- did you see her face?

That look of disgust… of distain

Those green eyes cut to the side with disapproval

She hates me

Why shouldnt she?

Ive ruined everything

I ruin everything

I should just-

No.. no.. i shouldnt.

I want to live

I want to live

I just feel so

Useless

Like she detests me

And so does everyone else

I can hear her in the back of my mind

“Talk to me when you have these thoughts, my love…”

But i cant

I.. i shouldnt.

I have to… and i will.

she loves me

She told me so

With her look of love… of loyalty

Those green eyes piercing into me deeply with comfort

Im going to talk to he-

Wait-

Did you see her face?