The pain we hold on for years , ends up falling into tears . The fears loses control now left with a streaming river from the soul .

A continuous flow of memories we keep with emotions leaping and thoughts creeping .

Tales of the hearts silent battles as guilt retreats and anxiety rattles .

Pain screaming throughout a hole deeply etched in our heart .

Where do we start to unravel ?

Find a way to travel away from the dread that fills our head .

The endless job of my heart beating to keep me alive , a constant throb as I hold back the tears . Maybe I’m waiting for someone to steal my emotions , to rob my pain so I can complain .

To start an appeal for someone to grab the wheel . For someone real to help me heal , to take a chance to offer me a space to feel .

To find a bandage to cover the wound , To find a plaster to fix the disaster , To find a way to heal faster .

The damage is done . I wish I could see the sun . Maybe outrun the doubts , my thoughts constantly shout consuming my mind it’s never kind .

I’m left to dwell on a life full of sorrow , I’m trying to borrow a love but it’s too shallow .

Do I need to shout ?

To make myself clear ; to make people hear . I’m not looking for clout just for someone to hear me out .

Nope my life isn’t dope .

Im walking on a tight rope .

Descending down a slippery slope .

You see I’m struggling to cope !

No one willing to hear the way I’m clinging on to life by a thread . The way each day I tread so lightly ever so politely .

Guys can you hear my cries ?

Surprise , I’m struggling to rise !

Can’t you see the skyscraper of guilt reaching for the skies .

As we follow the flock of sheep up the steep hill at our will . A quest for dreams we seek , a meadow full of possibilities at our feet . Chasing potential ; far greater than it seems .

In hope grand schemes , only one can dream .

Tears hold story’s so pure and true .

One that can cloud our view when we’re feeling blue . When our days feel gray and our heart turn cold .

Don’t let them tell you to do as you’re told , ** Remember resilience is bold !**