It's one of those days where I start thinking, "Did you ever love me?"

In all those times you said you did, is there at least one truth about it?

You turned your back to me & walked away

You

You are a fucking coward

You did not face me when I called your name

All that I'm asking right now is for the truth about everything

Because if you really did love me, then why did you cheat?

Why did you Lie?

Why did you leave?

& I know you're going to fight with the saying that goes, "If you love something, let it go"

But I think that's bullshit. I'm going to fight back with the words, "If it comes back, it's yours".

I'm coming back

Can't you see?

I'm still here

& it aches to know that you choose to ignore all my callings

I have stoop down so low at your level,

that I am probably in fucking hell right now.

I kept on calling your name like a child who've lost its mother

But you are nothing like her

Nor are you like my father

If anything…..

You

You are like my grandfather.

Now I'm asking myself, "Is it time to move on?"

I'm slowly losing my dignity

Well, congratulations

You won

Isn't that what you wanted this whole time?

You're just waiting for me to break down on my knees

Well, here I am

Down on my knees & begging you, "Please..."

But just like what my grandfathers have done my whole life

& just walk away

Leaving a trail of broken promises & dreams...

So I will ask you again,

Did you ever love me?