I must confess

That although it feels sad and stagnant to sit in my loneliness

I know it is what I need to process all the love that was abruptly forced to the side

I know it was real, and it will never leave my heart

I know there will be more, one day, beginning right back at the start

I know that I have to be alone for a while to be ready to move forward

I know that what is meant for me is somewhere onward

I know that the universe will never give us peace where we’re not meant to be

I know that there is a greater plan which is still hiding from me

I know that as long as I keep moving forward, and working on myself

that my purpose, my people and my plan will soon be revealed

however hard it is to trust in all this

I trust that my intuition has my back

I trust there are reasons beyond my sight for my choices and sacrifices

So I confess.. there is only forward

And I trust I will make it

I trust it’s full of love