Trying for new beginning how easy that might seem. I alway struggle to try to change even the slightest thing. With the new year underway I think of all the new possibilities. Where to go? Who to be? What to change? Should I make a new me? New thoughts spinning around my head, old thought clingy not to be dead. New paths to be crossed, paths to change directions. All heading back to the same cross roads that I stood at before. I believe that hope breeds insanity always hoping for a different result but always trying the same. A new beginning would be great if only someone would just point me in the right direction. A cosmic sign from the universe to let me know where to go or how to get there. That would be too easy though free will is a great thing in theory but if you are like me having someone to guide you well that would truly be freeing.