Bee Stings
Bees offer honey far more readily than they sting,
But what you offered was spite, instead of the love that you could bring.
Good to watch you go, hard to be without,
Always back with smiles, pushing back my doubt.
A voice coated in honey, veiling the bees,
Whose stinging words so sharp, could bring me to my knees.
So easy to hate you, but loving comes more natural
And still you toss me aside, no more than collateral
Time and time again,
All you give is pain
Yet despite your wicked words, your temper and dishonesty
“Forever I will love you,” that is what you promised me
So somewhere deep inside, a kernel flaming bright
Of ignorance and hope, of glowing golden light
For don’t you know it’s true?
My heart belongs to you
No matter the hurt
You put me through
They say bees sting when threatened,
But for me the bar is lessened
Just being in your life,
Hangs a sharpened knife
Poised to plunge into my head,
Rendering me dead
The danger once excited me,
At least to some degree
But now it has all but snuffed,
out the flame of love
That you accuse me I have bluffed,
My way into thereof
But now your blind abuse
Leads me to a hanging noose
Time and time again you stung,
Until I from mine neck hung
Weary of your wickedness, your hateful words and actions
I hope my resignation, gives you satisfaction
It was you who did this, with all your charming ways
You and your double faces, who led me to my final days
So as they say and as it goes,
Bees only offer honey to those
Who in return provide a thanks so deep
Their sorrows it will always reap
For their poor, poor lonely eyes,
See them that which would defy
All knowings of such beauty
The sweetest divine duty
To love through sickness and in health,
Which brings another kind of wealth
Alas for you, it was not I,
Who could show you such a blue, blue sky
In that way, you are much like a bee,
That loves only what it can see
And as for me,
That’s all I’ll be,
A pretty face, lost in the crowd,
Sent to join those in the clouds
The fault of which is not mine,
But yours till end of time.