i don’t know what to do

i wish i knew

what used to bring me so much joy

became building blocks for you to destroy

i put myself on a silver platter

all for you to push me down after

i need a new sight

to show me how to fight this fight

im done with these expectations

like i am one of your presentations

i don’t want to be shoved in this mold

but one mistake turned into a scold

i met the smoke before i saw the fire

the flames became higher and higher

i need this to end

but where do i even begin?