I wish I had never let go

My hands lost grip on a beautiful girl

That taught me how to love

How to shine like the sun above

That I should leave this darkened glove

And hope for salvation, a dove

I wish I had never let go

Guilt is making me trip over my feet

Falling over and over again

Leaving a pin a stabbing pain

On my heart there is a stain

The darkness that I belong to remain

I wish I had never let go

A future that is now out of my reach

So bright yet so destroyed

Was shining so beautifully but now burned

Flames to my heart, more broken-ed

Hatred of myself is returned

I let go of a beautiful girl

But I also let go of myself