Desoleil - loyle carner ft sampha

Back, aye, nobody thought I was leaving, Caught with the grieving was taught to mislead him when all I’ve been caught in the seasons, ...

Trust , aye, Ain’t looking for the reason, thoughts still with me when I’m sleepin and struggling with breathing insomnia does creep in,

Cz I know it’s you,

and I ain’t screaming treason but I do really wanna just forget for a weekend,

so I can have a smile on my face for a second,

and a good nights sleep cz my brain needs resetting,

at the moment it’s overheating hasn’t had a rest in weeks, been trying mediation, and self medicating with the green, but red is the only colour that I ever see

it’s just getting worse and I just wanna break free,

free from this chain that you’re still holding over me,

Free from regrets hear your ghostly words still speak,

free from this pain I can’t take another day, free from this bed where sleepless I still lay