Im scared

I don’t want to die

I don’t want to die

I don’t want to die

Not yet

Please God

Not yet

I’m not ready

I haven’t done enough

I wasted my time

Sitting staring at a screen

I wanted to learn

Learn _everything_

Poems

History

Math

Art

Language

_Everything_

And I wanted to love

And be loved

In a way more that friendship

To be held

and to be chosen

I wanted to love

Make my mark

Make some kind lf difference

Not just fade out

With nothing to show

Please I’m not ready yet

I need more time

I **_need_** more time

Please

I don’t want to die

I’m scared