Im scared

I don’t want to die

I don’t want to die

I don’t want to die

Not yet

Please God

Not yet

I’m not ready

I haven’t done enough

I wasted my time

Sitting staring at a screen

I wanted to learn

Learn everything

Poems

History

Math

Art

Language

Everything

And I wanted to love And be loved In a way more that friendship To be held and to be chosen

I wanted to love

Make my mark Make some kind lf difference

Not just fade out With nothing to show

Please I’m not ready yet I need more time

I need more time

Please I don’t want to die

I’m scared