Remember Me For Who I Am
I may only be 15, but I’ve been through so much. My parents divorced when I was four; they don’t realize that I was still old enough to remember the yelling. They’re both good people, just not for each other. My best freind died when she was 13; noone would tell me how, I’m not sure I want to know, because everytime I bring it up people look and me funny. I was supposedly set up to be married at 15 by my grandma but my mom refused, plus some other things happened between them and we don’t visit her anymore.
I don’t want the pain to be what people remember me by though. I want to be known by the joy I felt when my mom suprised me with a lava cake on my 10th birthday. I want to be remembered by the feeling of a fresh breeze blowing through long hair. I want to be remembered by my favorite plushie, by my favorite advancement in technology, that will make people scratch their heads in 500 years. I want to be known for overcoming the challenges I faced and still am facing. I want to be remembered for my creativity, stubbornness, and good intentions. I want people to trace a tree back and say, “hey that was my great-great-great-great grandma” and laugh. I want to bring people joy even after I’m gone. I want to be remembered as me and not twisted into lies.
So I decide to place five items in the time capsule . . .
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My old diary, to show I’m more than my struggles.
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The locket containing a picture of my mom pushing me on a tire swing, to hopefully put a smile on someones face.
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My old school Chromebook that broke mysteriously, for that technological component.
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My great grandpa’s war photo, to persevere his memory.
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And lastly, my old stuffed animal, preserved in a sealed glass box.
You know what, scratch that last one, I can’t part with Fluffy.
- And (the real) lastly, a picture of my home, with my mother, my father, and my two siblings, standing in front of it with our arms wrapped around each other. The last time I had no cares or worries. The last time I felt truly free.