2 months of rebound

2 months of kiss and don’t tell

2 months of I love you’s

2 months of punching me

2 months of guilt tripping

2 months of being used so I could feel validated and loved

2 months of defending you

2 months of being your only help

2 months of pain.

That’s not that bad because now there are things that will last forever

1 forever of me being wrong

1 forever of thinking this is okay

1 forever of remembering

1 forever of rumors

1 forever of “———‘s ex”

1 forever of the things you hated about me

1 forever isn’t enough time to go on and on about how you need to take some time for yourself.