The birds crow a weeping melody, trees clean of leaves

I know it might feel hard to I don’t know

but just breathe in real slow

Exhale out the pain as the wind blows

lèche-vitrine

I’ll always be watching you as though I’m shopping from the window

And I know I’m wrong

But I hope that’ll ease the actions I’ve done

I know I’m gone and I’m the reason for your tears mom

I wish I showed you I love you more

You’re beyond loved

Appreciated

Valued

And idolized

But instead I’ve left you torn

Because my idol slowly took the gentleness away from my eyes

And in return added fuel for the demon’s residing in my mind

My love is perceived by some

At surface level to be warm

But like a Rose looks can be deceiving

And the end result is scars left from thorns

My loves toxic

But it must be genetic mom

Because so was yours

So please wipe your tears and listen to

The birds crow a weeping melody, trees clean of leaves

As your heart like the winter breeze starts to freeze

My apologies

That toxic part you instilled in me

Doesn’t want to see you grieve

Rather your heart bleed to misery

For all the pain that I’ve received