The birds crow a weeping melody, trees clean of leaves I know it might feel hard to I don’t know but just breathe in real slow Exhale out the pain as the wind blows lèche-vitrine I’ll always be watching you as though I’m shopping from the window And I know I’m wrong But I hope that’ll ease the actions I’ve done I know I’m gone and I’m the reason for your tears mom I wish I showed you I love you more You’re beyond loved Appreciated Valued And idolized But instead I’ve left you torn Because my idol slowly took the gentleness away from my eyes And in return added fuel for the demon’s residing in my mind My love is perceived by some At surface level to be warm But like a Rose looks can be deceiving And the end result is scars left from thorns My loves toxic But it must be genetic mom Because so was yours So please wipe your tears and listen to The birds crow a weeping melody, trees clean of leaves As your heart like the winter breeze starts to freeze My apologies That toxic part you instilled in me Doesn’t want to see you grieve Rather your heart bleed to misery For all the pain that I’ve received