Jéan Vénéneux
Poet that weaves reality and their inner world
Jéan Vénéneux
Poet that weaves reality and their inner world
Poet that weaves reality and their inner world
Poet that weaves reality and their inner world
To self destruct or to grow
Conflicted
Lost
Stuck
I don’t even know no more
Eyes
Self esteem
Feelings
All low
been high for months
Been numb for months
Maybe why I’m in a slump
But without the drugs I don’t feel much
I mean shit just last year I was on deaths door
By my own hands only survived by luck
Ungrateful or grateful shit you take a guess
Sober again already tryna escape ...
Its dark in here
I’m sinking yet i feel no fear
I’m burning i can feel my rage is near
Vision blurred by crystal clear tears
Flooding my face each one hurts
As they attempt they’re escape
I’m tired I’m running off of nothing
Chaos is corrupting my mind
I’m numb beyond understanding
More drugs falling under my consumption
But why? to feel or not to feel? I’m not computing the question
Re...
You’re really my heart
I pray to god it don’t get torn apart
I call you my everything
Cuz I’m obsessed
You know you’re my remedy
When I’m upset
I got bad codependency
And I know it’s unhealthy
And baby I’m sorry it’s true
Without your attention or presence I start feeling blue
You’re always on my mind
that’s why I’m stuck writing rhymes
all bout you
I’m scared to get attached
but wh...
The birds crow a weeping melody, trees clean of leaves
I know it might feel hard to I don’t know
but just breathe in real slow
Exhale out the pain as the wind blows
lèche-vitrine
I’ll always be watching you as though I’m shopping from the window
And I know I’m wrong
But I hope that’ll ease the actions I’ve done
I know I’m gone and I’m the reason for your tears mom
I wish I showed you I love...
I want to feel, I want to know.
I want to love, I want to grow
I want honesty, I wanna know if you can keep it real at all times possibly.
I want trust, I want an unbreakable bond ride or die loyalty.
I want to learn to love, I wanna be attached safely
I want to lose my codependency, I want to stop getting hooked to my emotions like drugs
But without em I feel empty
Fuck it
It is what it...
Yea I’m trapped
don’t know long I’ll last
wrapped up in these chains that are controlling my brain
and keeping me behind bars mentally
Cuz I’m tired of dealing with these mental illusions
it’s driving me to delusion
I would ask for help but I feel more comfortable in seclusion
seems like I’ll never escape that’s my conclusion
cuz see I’m more vocal in these rhymes I write
when I should be mor...
Feel so misunderstood
But I ain’t changing my ways
Even if it’s for the better
And yes I know I’m hard headed it’s just one of my many problems
But thanks to this stubbornness
It’s so easy to chase my goals
Cuz I’m not seeking validation from opinions that won’t change my position
I took the road less traveled by, and that has made all the difference
And that’s the reason why they hate me ...
Ever since we’ve met I’ve felt like I’ve had this invisible attraction
Life without you was nothing but pain but that was past tense
Than you came in and loved it all away I still question how it happened
My heart races at the thought of your warm embrace
You made me cry tears of joy for the first time in my life just yesterday
I enjoy every conversation we have I look forward to every word yo...
Think I’ve lost myself
It’s way too late
I’ve dived in to the deep end can’t be helped or saved
Can’t even stare at my reflection it’s too grotesque even I’m amazed
I can’t differentiate between the demons in my head and myself it seems we’re the same
Who am I they ask I’m still searching for the answer hope I can get back to you someday
I’ve been consuming these drugs to help be elusive fro...
Never knew of a love that could last this long
Met you when we were still young
You found me when I was drowning and you were also in a bad slump
Told me people tend to find each other in their darkest days
Maybe you could’ve called it fate
Yet I never imagined that you’d stay
But here we are lying in the hands of death
I called you my lover
My eternal partner
With my dying breath
Your e...