I woke up today and realised

I been doing this thing called life all wrong

I mean… it’s partly my fault

Partly, how i was raised.

Because i’ve only ever found comfort in the struggle

Those rainy days.

Seems like everyone else

Has worked out how to play the game

I know her heart to be dirty

So why don’t we prosper the same?

I’ve been too caught up in the details

Trying to find who to blame

Until i started applying more pressure

There was nothing to gain

I laid out the dreams and aligned them

In my mind

And now peace of mind isn’t so hard to find

These days i feel like hapiness is a construct

Because what is happiness?

The new revelation being

It doesn’t come without work

Physical, mental and spiritual

Which one connects first?

Or do they all have to merge?

And did noone make a rule book for this shit?