It’s weird to think that someone can be living and breathing right in front of you and the next minute they just, stop. How does someone go from talking and laughing to being just gone, dead. Even now I wonder how just a few days ago we were talking and now you’re here. In a grave. How can such a petty accident erase a persons whole future, how can it erase every single memory you had with them. ‘I love you.’ The grass was moist from the rain of yesterday, however if I didn’t tell you now, I never would.

‘I love you and I hate myself everyday for not telling you’ tears streamed down my face blending into the growing rain pour. ‘I can’t live without you, I don’t know how to’ I screamed knowing you can’t hear me. ‘I hate it! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you!’ My chest was in so much pain my throat aching from the tears. I’ve never lived without you and the pain of knowing your gone and will never come back was eating at my broken heart. Shattered into a million pieces, my life was being drained away into the soil along with the rain. ‘I love you’ I cried out, ‘you have to know that, how can you die without telling me how you feel!’ It’s not your fault, but it’s not mine either. ‘I need you to hear me, I need you to know’ I don’t know what will happen in the future. Maybe I really can’t live without you, or just maybe I’ll find a way. But I’m never going to forget you, and someday when I die I’ll meet you, and tell you in person just how much I love you. Forever. And always.