red
i close my eyes and take a deep breath
count… 1… 2…3
i open them, but all i see is red
searing, burning red
i need to get a grip
he always makes me feel like this
my heart races and my hands shake
why am i so emotional?
my pulse quickens as he meets my eyes
i can’t handle it anymore
“hey, steph”
no
i can’t
the way he says my name
i raise my arms
it could be a punch
or an embrace
but i don’t find out because he turns to head to class
my cheeks burn
my legs shake
i cringe
but, that could have gone much worse
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