It’s Silly, but no one will understand the

voices in my head that weighs me down

The past trauma that I wish I can escape

Anxiety that makes me question every step I take

Voices & Echoes that exist in my mind

My panic attack is unbearable, my hands are shaking, lack of sleep and lack of motivation

My heart is heavy like fire

When I think about death it's just

thoughts, right?

Those thought, like paper, want to stay away from your mind .

At this moment, I tell myself what I'm doing, and where I went wrong.

What do I plan to do with my life?

Afraid no one will help

Afraid to be alone

I’m scared to live but I’m afraid to die

Those words in my mind

it’s just a thought

Thoughts that make you think of suicide, that weighs you down

Those thoughts are like a devil, they whisper in your ears reminding you are not good enough. Fight the darkness, and find the light

I tell my self

It's just a thought.