It’s Silly, but no one will understand the
voices in my head that weighs me down
The past trauma that I wish I can escape
Anxiety that makes me question every step I take
Voices & Echoes that exist in my mind
My panic attack is unbearable, my hands are shaking, lack of sleep and lack of motivation
My heart is heavy like fire
When I think about death it's just
thoughts, right?
Those thought, li...
If you asked me whether I handled things well I'd say yes but if you asked me on a deeper level, I'd tell you how tired I am from carrying the heavy burdens life has thrown. I'd cry explaining the exhaustion of hiding my true feelings, masking my pain as if I weren't human. I'd confess how many nights I spent curled up, staying up all night hugging my pillow with a heavy heart. I may have handled ...
When you are silent, people will directly think of you as a shy person, a introvert, or maybe some will think of you as a narcissist. How well do people know you? Do they really know? When you're silent, you're mysterious, like a book on an old shelf that no one wants to read, no one knows the story, and that there's a someone who will pick on you, gonna look at you for a second and say...
"Hold ...
If only you knew the social anxiety that I face, the battles of being alone full of people in society yet, It's like being in a prison of social anxiety, unable to be free, to laugh or enjoy life but the fear of getting hurt, to be laughed at, it’s exhausting and it's just not easy
Just know It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you, laugh and have fun, but my fears hold me back and I come undon...
Please don’t trap me with society
I can’t help but feel anxiety
It’s something deep inside of me
I walk in a room and I just want to hide
If only someone heard what’s in my mind
No one to talk to, no one to blame
It feels like I’m just not the same
I feel different I can’t explain
They don’t know me, don’t know my name
Your the only friend that ever came
But you’ve overstayed your visit, it’...
