Dear Diary - You are the only one I can share my true self with. I am not sure how I would be able to live in this world without you. You let me release the demond within me, so that I can continue to live my peaceful life.

Today I went to our local clinic as I had not been feeling well. They had the odasity to bring in a student to see me. Not only did she have to do her full anylsis on me, but she had to do this will on a Zoom call with her professor, watching me as well, on top of the doctor who also had to perform their own exam too. The whole thing too twice as long as it should have. I do not like to have all these eyes on me. It makes me feel like maybe something from my demond core will slip out. Then again… maybe it was test on my strength and security, and I passed. Another day of no one knowing the XXX seceret that I hold inside.

Not dirty.- want it to be a chilling thriller word