I don’t think I have it in me anymore

The patience that made me, me

Was the same patience

The same understanding

That made me weak

That made me a fool

And I pity myself for trusting

For believing in you

Because you did what you do

You came and went

Like the breeze

But not before you knocked the wind out of me

And brought me down to my knees

Because you see sorry is just a word

When you repeat the same things

Tell I mean so much

But you SHOW me

How I’m nothing

And I don’t know who played me worse

You or me

Because I LET you treat me as if I deserved everything that happened

Let you throw me away to return

When you wanted

Opened myself completely

Because your words and the idea of you was so pretty

It truly boarded insanity

Because I am more messed up now

Then I was before

Have extra doubts

Insecurities

Because I know what it truly means

To say forever

To chain one’s soul to another indefinitely

You only know how to break your promises

And sever the links

To tell me I have pull and power

But show me I really have none

And it sucks

Because no one will ever measure up

When you were my one