food disorders

eating disorders

she has small scarred wrists and scared eyes they scared me 2 i remember when she looked up at me and pushed back her hair she told me she was tired

tired of living tired of trying i kno no1 will ever understand the hurt i saw when she said she needed sleep when she hugged me bye and rocked me slow then let go and gave me her fake smile without the dimples and walked to her spot 4 the day

i watched her go with my hands in my pockets i was always so scared that she wouldn’t make it through the day

bcus life is hard but living is harder