bsf of shadow queen she recommended so i tried it was pretty much forced lol … ppl seem too kno the real her alot here which is rare … the girl is so closed off but yea /i follow back lol/ wtv gets shadow baned is in my bookmarks 2 btw lol
bsf of shadow queen she recommended so i tried it was pretty much forced lol … ppl seem too kno the real her alot here which is rare … the girl is so closed off but yea /i follow back lol/ wtv gets shadow baned is in my bookmarks 2 btw lol
haunted by a recurrin dream.. idk ig ill put a random kid in it and make him a dream ik its gonna be shitty lol
bobby cuz bobby is a funny asf name
he 50 n got no hair in a circle in the back of his head cuz that’s where you sling the rubberbands lmao frl though
alr now the story.. i swear its like grabbing materials from a shelf ion know what im doin so like.. talkin to myself in a box ? lol
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Me: ‘i didn’t think about that’ i shrug
Her: ‘you dont think about anything’ her eyes got darker
Me: ‘Ofc i do’
Her: ‘like what’?
Me: ‘food’ i throw her a smile and push by nuggets in her face she ignores it tho lol
Her: ‘that’s all’?
Me: ‘well.. yeah’
Her: ‘thats bc boyz think wit their dicks’
I blushed like a lil girl and shook my head {embarrassin} she acted like she didnt see it she d...
it was fourth period art class i was sitting beside ryl with a pencil and a black pen the girl across from us asked for a black pen i had put mine behind my ear and told the girl i didnt kno where mines was she just sat their pissifyed nd mutter something i asked her what she said cus she was muttering like some pussy she shook her head
ryl had stopped drawing atp and was looking at the girl from...
streams
rivers
all the same.
when it was raining the creek would swell and start rushing fast ryl would sit beside it until it rose high She would slid back until the water was at my truck tires the way it kept coming and pushing thru bushes and grasses was so strong i would sit and watch her sometimes minos would swim to her bcus she was like a shield 4 them.
she would scoop them up and dig th...
she always liked the creek and pond the lake 2 it was always her thing the crickets would sing for her and so would the bullfrogs sumtimes she would catch one and hold it if it was cold she would “ warm it up “ creek was sumwhere where she would stay as a kidd with her dad shes afraid of the ocean has never been in one but she likes the sound she doesnt like talking about stuff that scares her bc...
food disorders
eating disorders
she has small scarred wrists and scared eyes they scared me 2 i remember when she looked up at me and pushed back her hair she told me she was tired
tired of living tired of trying i kno no1 will ever understand the hurt i saw when she said she needed sleep when she hugged me bye and rocked me slow then let go and gave me her fake smile without the dimples and wal...
alrite so i know a girl who will only take dead flowers .no joke she asks for them .dead roses ,dandelions lilys anything .at first ppl thought she was weird .i did to ngl .but then when i asked her why she liked dead one’s , she told me something that hurt like fuck and actually made since .
she said something like ,she liked dead roses and dead flowers bcus they were dead but pretty .she said t...
i don’t kno what a ghazal or a couplet is .so i’ll just put sumthing .
i miss the hugs ,the way you glanced over at me from youre books .
the way you laughed and hit my shoulder .the first time i saw you cry ,my heart fell .
i remember it so good .how your checkered nails were in my back .you stepped on my toes to .in the black shoes you had on
i remember closing my eyes while i held you .you...