I showed up in your darkest times

when only our eyes could come up with something as beautiful as rhymes

I showed up when you needed me

when all that you told me sounded like a sad breathless plea

I showed up when you were sick

when all that you felt wasnt enough and i could blow you over with one little flick

i showed up for you when you were at your death bed

when i stood there and cried as my heart bled

I cannot show up when your in heaven, for I will not be going there soon

farewell, my almost lover