my chest rises,

i resent it.

lungs expanding,

and then collapsing.

i am alive,

i am breathing.

i used to like fall,

now i just feel the cold.

it’s scorpio season,

i want to tear my hair out.

do you think your death

is a water sign?

does it flow through me?

does it drown me?

because i feel it

like i used to feel you.