He was graceful while holding doors

And my throat

A walking contradiction

sweet and full of vindication

silent violence

Chess moves logical yet absurd

Clinging to every word

push then pull then repeat

Lovebomb, devalue, ghost, block, delete

See what you don’t know at first

Is the Brilliant Neanderthal

Gets off on the hurt

Calculates and plots perfect timing

Waiting to strike when you’re light is shining

Not once did he raise his voice or demand

I flew willingly to this Idiots Neverland

Becoming it’s Tiger Lily with pride in hand

Savage enough to Win at all costs

Didn’t care how it came across

Wild things aren’t mean to be tamed

eventually the moth would find the flame

His & her lies instead of closets

Thinking it was an equation

And I might actually solve it

Lesson upon lesson 3 cycles in fact

Exposing the shadows, the sickness of lack reflected back and served as a snack

Egomaniac

with an inferiority complex

Emptied my cups & moved onto the next

Funny though how brokenness saved me

Fear of love, abandonment, rejection

Soul stripped from physical

Redirection

A tragedy of epic proportions

Cracked open my chest

Released from matrix distortions

What a fine show we put on my friend

I’ll catch you on the next one

Where I’ll be on the serving end

She survived “Forgiveness - Level 10”