At first I met you

There was distaste

To not support

Merely accept

My identity

Hurt

At first I talked to you

There was amusmant

With your prayers

Your psalms

A God

I rejected

At first I understood you

Split second

We connected

I felt jealousy

That you could believe

So faithfully

At first I loved you

As a friend

I’ll say that

But it was a romance

In a sense of awakening

Of faith

All these firsts but now we end

With a bond

Unbroken

Used to fear churches

Fear of my sexuality

But you didn’t care

God loves you

You promised

God loves you

You reassured

And funny thing is

I believe you.