Checked,

Check,

Mate.

I’d been played,

The one who caved,

In on your unpaid plans,

Still yet to be made.

To think you could be saved,

By the split personalities

You’ve so carefully made.

My womb wasn’t enough

For the babies I bore—

You didn’t change,

Though I tried to restore,

Only to find myself drained.

Checked,

Check,

Mate.

With a mused mind,

Barren behind the eyes,

Typed in curved,

Shouti...

I see the world in shades of gray

But even I’m a hypocrite

I hate you for taking him from me, I say

But wait-

Why do I blame you?

Why not blame him?

He who took me for granted and threw me away?

You with the trauma, dead parents and all

Blame the girl always, and the man gets off

You fell for his charm, you wanted to be loved

I don’t blame you anymore

I was you, growing up

Heal first, ba...

This is how I left the war.

This is how I turned the words

How I couldn’t grow my hair

How I couldn’t free the birds.

Here is where I start to hide.

Here is where I closed my eyes

How I couldn’t hold your hand.

How I couldn’t loosen ties.

That was how I saw my life.

That was how I faced the day.

In the towns where I was born

In the friends I turned away.

This is how I leave the years.

This i...

How could you leave us so unexpected?

We waited, we waited

For you but you just left us

We needed you, I needed you

Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills

But I do know what it's like to be a witness, it kills

Becky told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real

I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah

Welcome to the bottom of hell

They say pain is a pris...

Staring into the truth

It’s staring back at me, staring with so much silence and couth.

What can I do? What can I say?

For me and my bleeding heart have chosen to stay.

Trapped, forever trapped.

In your mind twisted in a thread I am trapped.

In a last effort to regain my shaky balance I snapped.

Scared and afraid, I brush off my fear and sorrow.

They can never know.

They don’t need to know.

Why sh...

A sense of fleeting meaning,

Rocks thrown for no reason,

Shoes with no laces to tie,

Tears but nothing to cry.

Pages torn and turned,

Days passed and waved,

An unfortunate lonely day,

Someone asks to be saved.

I won’t speak of death,

I won’t deny it’s truth,

This man, what’s his name,

He’s guiding these troubled youth.

So, one must imagine hope,

One must imagine a way ahead,

His words, they sha...

Mamma you are so strong

Mamma we have that bond

Mamma you are my bestfriend

Mamma I will be there till the very end

Mamma I love you

Mamma I can't believe what you have been through

Mamma you make me proud

Mamma I will always want you around...

This is a draft

Of a poem I plan to write

On the given prompt

I’ve been influenced by so many

But I’m a bit rushed atm

And don’t want to lose my streak

Cheating I know

But I’ll be back I promise

Probably about an English teacher

Or some writer

Or a tv show...

On twitter,

on Facebook,

on instagram,

on Snapchat.

happy birthday,

today was fun,

need to make plans,

hey.

you stand out.

youre nothing like them all.

imagine just being

ill with being social.

NO.

you dont have any concerns

or worries about friends and social status,

only family and self care....

At first I met you

There was distaste

To not support

Merely accept

My identity

Hurt

At first I talked to you

There was amusmant

With your prayers

Your psalms

A God

I rejected

At first I understood you

Split second

We connected

I felt jealousy

That you could believe

So faithfully

At first I loved you

As a friend

I’ll say that

But it was a romance

In a sense of awakening

Of faith

All these ...