I have held many things in my hands, and I have lost them all. Many hearts broken over my own goals and ambitions. Many lives ruined in my wake. I am the worst kind of monster, the human kind. I don’t even try to be better. I think part of me likes causing pain. I ruined the best things that have ever happened to me. Looking back on my life, I can’t say I’ve ever done anything right, ever done anything not for personal gain. Anyone that ever loved me is dead. I tricked them. Fed them with pretty lies and promises of a future. Then I destroyed them all. One. By. One.