love is the lie that keeps us alive

why are we so afraid to lay alone at night

i know you feel nothing when you look in my eyes.

you don’t ask if im alright when i cry.

you could give me the entire world but all i ever wanted was your time.

i scream into deaf ears every day and all night.

i ask you why

you can’t even make up a lie to explain

you gave up on trying.

its been so long since i’ve felt your love.

i fantasize you and i, maybe another life

for now ill be quiet.

id rather lay in lies than to lay alone at night.