i stare at the snow falling as i pick my nails frantically. my body is trembling from the cold but it feels so good to feel something, so ill stay out here a little longer and hope when night rolls around your image in my head will go along with it.

you loved dark snowy nights i knew you’d love that spot though you aren’t around so i got up and left.

ill leave to fallow a couple’s footprints in t...

tell me you hate me while you run your fingers through my thinning hair.

glide your soft hands across my cold cheeks while you belittle me.

throw my belongings across the room with a gentle grin on your face.

i’ll rinse my frail body off while you lie down in my warm bed.

these bruises will heal on there own but nobody can give me them quite the way that you do.

make my soft skin rough but do...

my eyes are getting cloudy now just like yours used too, but this time you didn’t ask if i needed eye drops. this time you said nothing.

i cannot find my phone with these cloudy eyes you have given me, so i will take yours out of your cold hands. no, i don’t need eyedrops cause my tears have fell onto the emergency call button as you fell to the ground.

_[911 what’s your emergency?] _

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my voic...

is this call almost up? this big game of telephone rings through your ears. just stay on this call a little longer wont you? pick up the phone and pass it to your little girl, will she retell the things i told you without flaw? you tell her not to hang up this call for its all she needs to grow. she didn’t hang up, she stayed on call till she grew. she will now pass this call to you. don’t hang u...

i didn’t hear you call my name today and the bird feeders are empty. you where not in your bedroom though your socks are waiting for me to put them on your feet. i put them on mine to keep them warm.

the bread went moldy so i tossed it to the birds but they must have left with you....