love is the lie that keeps us alive

why are we so afraid to lay alone at night

i know you feel nothing when you look in my eyes.

you don’t ask if im alright when i cry.

you could give me the entire world but all i ever wanted was your time.

i scream into deaf ears every day and all night.

i ask you why

you can’t even make up a lie to explain

you gave up on trying.

its been so long since i’ve felt...

if only you woke up when i kissed your hand one last time, just like the fairytale movies.

you didn’t.

Tears pour down my face,

your not here anymore to wipe my sadness away.

i begged the sky to trade your place,

it seems the wind always carries my voice away.

one day someone will kiss my hand and ill be out of this place.

ill be at heavens gate

ill be patient

oneday again, you will wipe my te...

You tease me with your love

you know ill always chase after it

you walk my soul like a dog

though i was never the one to bite

you have been leading me for so long

i fail to notice im on a leash

walking behind you

i guess my voice got picked up by the wind

cause you never seem to notice me

i know you dont enjoy walking.

you tell me you love it

i use your lies as a blanket

i asked you to drop my...

your tongue whispers your grand fate

its not your fault you look upon yourself haste

continue to look around for someone at fault

someone else to blame for your pain,

wondering your solutions give you headaches

nobody would understand what you’re

trying to state anyway

have you done this to yourself

all that stands in the room is you

though theres evil into your eyes

all day and every night

...

i stare at the snow falling as i pick my nails frantically. my body is trembling from the cold but it feels so good to feel something, so ill stay out here a little longer and hope when night rolls around your image in my head will go along with it.

you loved dark snowy nights i knew you’d love that spot though you aren’t around so i got up and left.

ill leave to fallow a couple’s footprints in t...

tell me you hate me while you run your fingers through my thinning hair.

glide your soft hands across my cold cheeks while you belittle me.

throw my belongings across the room with a gentle grin on your face.

i’ll rinse my frail body off while you lie down in my warm bed.

these bruises will heal on there own but nobody can give me them quite the way that you do.

make my soft skin rough but do...

my eyes are getting cloudy now just like yours used too, but this time you didn’t ask if i needed eye drops. this time you said nothing.

i cannot find my phone with these cloudy eyes you have given me, so i will take yours out of your cold hands. no, i don’t need eyedrops cause my tears have fell onto the emergency call button as you fell to the ground.

_[911 what’s your emergency?] _

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my voic...

is this call almost up? this big game of telephone rings through your ears. just stay on this call a little longer wont you? pick up the phone and pass it to your little girl, will she retell the things i told you without flaw? you tell her not to hang up this call for its all she needs to grow. she didn’t hang up, she stayed on call till she grew. she will now pass this call to you. don’t hang u...

i didn’t hear you call my name today and the bird feeders are empty. you where not in your bedroom though your socks are waiting for me to put them on your feet. i put them on mine to keep them warm.

the bread went moldy so i tossed it to the birds but they must have left with you....