Surprise! god is coming? Didn’t see that coming! /jk

(A girl (me) struggles to find cosmic comfort in herself and because of this, she is terrified of the future. To add the sphere, she works tirelessly on art projects as they comfort her in the way of giving her purpose and comfort in the future. However, this practice is not sustainable, and she realizes she’ll get burnt out. She is now on the hunt for a God and the first step is clarifying what exactly religion does for people …)

Can you come over tonight?

I have some questions about god

I’m not religious but the values of religion are things everyone needs and I haven’t got.

Along With self awareness comes heavy cosmic thoughts.

My roommate says she’s not religious, but her religion, is trust in the family she’s got.

See I don’t have that kind of trust

I’ve got a free-falling-heart, kind of lust

A disobedience and-in isolation I must-

Sit with the only way, Ive found cosmic comfort today.

And tomorrow it will be the same, this project as i work away.

I know that my purpose has some merit in this project- it must!

I dare it to leave me…

I’ll live to see another may.

my goal to shine a blinding ray.

Nightly working my life away-cause it’s the only reason that I stay-

In this world of too many answers, I’ll find the question some other day.

END- I need a god