Once I was a coach

Once I was a healer

Once the moon shown brighter

Once I smelled the cedar

Once he broke my heart

Once he was a prince

Once he hugged me even tighter

Once I was a child

Once I was a bit older

Once I was much bolder

Now I am deceived

Now I am just eager

Now I tempt fate

Now I fall even deeper

Now I’m elated

Now I’m floating freely

Now I see your face

Now I wish you closer

Now you wink and laugh

Now your gazing in me

Now my stomach flutters

Now i hug you longer

And it will end badly

And the firecracker pops

And your flirt has cut me

And I am left in ashes

So why do I continue

So tempted yet in fear

so ill come once more

I surrender myself to you

Come what may

And it will come quite soon

The rath of infidelity hits me hard I bleed

Because of you