i am simply passionately me. i now make my home in a forest amongst the weathered Rocky Mountains of Colorado
i am simply passionately me. i now make my home in a forest amongst the weathered Rocky Mountains of Colorado
i could see it all around me
the light now shifting into the nuances of fall
just one day now before the solstice,
i lie in the meadow and weep
Icry for the loss of the spark of summer
warm temperatures and abundant sunshine
the sound of music filling the air
a sense of abandon in my body ,in my soul
a brief romance only summer could bring
i do not relish going inward
snow and ice and ...
she was changed just now..
she shut the door on his ego
she had been full of mischief
now she’s hit with his loss
no more sweet smiles
secret winks
slow deep hugs
again she vanished
as if she had aged in the last week so much
it’s almost unbearable to witness her grief
but I tell her it’s ok
she will heal
she will dance
she will somehow feel flirty again
now all she can do is withdraw
and miss...
A Saturday morning when I was alone
I scrolled through my social media and noticed a post from a group I don’t belong to
It said “There is a new vintage shop in town the likes of which you have never seen……”
No other details just an image of a spectacular ornate gold footing supporting a beautiful gazing ball. Intrigued I saw only one clue: the address is on your phone now.
What in the hell I excl...
Once she flew
And then she fell
As if the air itself would no longer support her
Once high above the ridge line she saw only beauty
She then sat amongst the clouds calling her magic
And she stayed in the gentle fog of romance
Reclining into a trance of sorts
Basking in the eyes of another she took him into her heart
She was exhilarated tingling and full of her own unique femininity.
She was int...
As I step onto the deck slowly I feel the breeze lifting my Turkish robe and leaving my body exposed
It is cold for July
adjusting to the darkness now
under an unseen new moon I dream
In the clear of the forest
up in the clear mountain sky so dark
meteors zip by and magic comes from the sight
Entranced I prepare a lounge for full recline so I can take in the beauty of this night.
Warmer blanket...
And here I am and where are you?
I am filled with dreams
You are no doubt going about your daily life
And somehow you are with me
Not because you’d like to be
Somehow you just are
A part of me
Someone o don’t really know who follows men my dreams
You are not who I wish you were
And I miss you...
I loved you at first sight
An instant connection so deep
It pains me now to think of it
You were my challenge and I failed you
You, Bluedini soul could escape any confinement
Defying the laws of physics and often gravity itself
You somehow even defy certain danger
But I know now you could not defy fear….
You were not safe when no amount of comfort or medication, CBD, and herbal remedies.
And t...
I wished I were older
I got older and wish I were younger
I wished I had a boyfriend
I was abused and wish I were smarter
I wished I had a cat
An intact crazy male I wish I was wiser
I wished I had a horse
I wish I was solvent
I wished I had a dog
His name was Chaos I wish he was not
I wished I could catch a buzz
I found cocaine I wish I stopped sooner
I wished I could excel at school
I ...