I hadn’t seen it

did I ever really look?

to see the love in pain

to see destiny in a paintbrush

to see copper in the sky

to see fortune in lessons hard learned

to see beauty rise from decay

see glimmers within my tears

and a strange sense of knowing

the softness in a rock

fast water as an ally

and fire as an opportunity

the spark inside you

kindles desire inside me

for healing

I will sit wi...

i could see it all around me

the light now shifting into the nuances of fall

just one day now before the solstice,

i lie in the meadow and weep

Icry for the loss of the spark of summer

warm temperatures and abundant sunshine

the sound of music filling the air

a sense of abandon in my body ,in my soul

a brief romance only summer could bring

i do not relish going inward

snow and ice and ...

she was changed just now..

she shut the door on his ego

she had been full of mischief

now she’s hit with his loss

no more sweet smiles

secret winks

slow deep hugs

again she vanished

as if she had aged in the last week so much

it’s almost unbearable to witness her grief

but I tell her it’s ok

she will heal

she will dance

she will somehow feel flirty again

now all she can do is withdraw

and miss...

beauty in someone

meets beauty in me

and we stop to stare

enamored then drawn

a heat underneath

and burning into my porch

no method to extinguish this fire

raging embers fly

and I drop to weep

this visit…

as every other visit I lay spent

like a smooth menthol after sex

I vanish...

A Saturday morning when I was alone

I scrolled through my social media and noticed a post from a group I don’t belong to

It said “There is a new vintage shop in town the likes of which you have never seen……”

No other details just an image of a spectacular ornate gold footing supporting a beautiful gazing ball. Intrigued I saw only one clue: the address is on your phone now.

What in the hell I excl...

I wept

I died some

heart ripped and shredded

eyes hollow and wet.

More than I could bare

I wept

I died some

I disappeared my soul

I was no more and vanished

Goodbye Bitch was all he uttered...

Once she flew

And then she fell

As if the air itself would no longer support her

Once high above the ridge line she saw only beauty

She then sat amongst the clouds calling her magic

And she stayed in the gentle fog of romance

Reclining into a trance of sorts

Basking in the eyes of another she took him into her heart

She was exhilarated tingling and full of her own unique femininity.

She was int...

As I step onto the deck slowly I feel the breeze lifting my Turkish robe and leaving my body exposed

It is cold for July

adjusting to the darkness now

under an unseen new moon I dream

In the clear of the forest

up in the clear mountain sky so dark

meteors zip by and magic comes from the sight

Entranced I prepare a lounge for full recline so I can take in the beauty of this night.

Warmer blanket...

And here I am and where are you?

I am filled with dreams

You are no doubt going about your daily life

And somehow you are with me

Not because you’d like to be

Somehow you just are

A part of me

Someone o don’t really know who follows men my dreams

You are not who I wish you were

And I miss you...

I loved you at first sight

An instant connection so deep

It pains me now to think of it

You were my challenge and I failed you

You, Bluedini soul could escape any confinement

Defying the laws of physics and often gravity itself

You somehow even defy certain danger

But I know now you could not defy fear….

You were not safe when no amount of comfort or medication, CBD, and herbal remedies.

And t...