You know, I really wasn't feeling it today. Have you ever felt like that, like no matter how hard you try, you just can't seem to summon the strength? That was me. And I can't seem to shake that feeling, that I'm the problem. That thought gnaws at me, gives strength to my lack of But then- Then I think about you, and what you would say, then I think about all the times I did my job and I did it well, then I think about all the other times things seemed really bleak, how I overcame that, then I think about coming home tonight, curling up next to you on the sofa, then I think I'll read, or watch tv, then I think I'll get an early night, drink a cup of tea in bed, then I think I'll feel alright.