When i look in the mirror, i feel disgusted.

My chest tightens and i feel nauseous when i do.

I feel as if i look inhuman,

As if im an alien.

My long brown hair, my dark eyebags that i cant get rid of, my big thighs, and my ugly brown mole on my right cheek.

I’ve always thought it looked weird,

I’ve never been wrong either.

I probably do look weird.

This mirror that sits on this wall has seen every inch of me, made me feel so insecure.

The mirror glares back at me, a stranger in my own skin.

Ive been made fun of for years, not for a specific thing though.

Its always been because of different parts of my body.

I’ve always thought I looked different from my friends, ever since 3rd grade.

Every day,

I pinch my body. I feel all the excess weight, my skin feels rough as I glare into the mirror.

My breathing grows louder and louder as I realize,

Theres no changing my bones, no getting rid of that ugly mole.

I must live with it.