The Puzzle
I tried so hard to solve you
To become your missing piece
And so my bids for attention
Continued to increase
Each time I found a piece
You took one of mine away
Instead of trying to solve me
You ignored me more each day
I wanted more than you wanted to give
I wanted all of you
To have, to hold, to cherish,
To inspire and imbue
We were 2 puzzle pieces
That appeared to fit together
But what I came to realize
Is you only wanted me in fair weather
I never seemed to fit you
Hard as I might try
My best would never be good enough
And then you started to lie
Little white lies,fibs, tall tales, omissions of the truth,
Is that what you would call…
Your bold faced lies about where you were lying?
I couldn’t read the writing on the wall
Always looking for your missing piece,
With a tattoo above your penis…
You made your declaration of love to her,
And showed me nothing was between us
But let me tell you
She is not your missing piece
You cannot build on what is broken
And governed by caprice
You took me apart piece by peace
You took my peace of mind
My sense of self
My sense of reality
My first love
My youth
My maidenhood
You tore me apart piece by peace,
How do I pick up my pieces?
Now I find my pieces were bent but never broken
And some are deep within
Now I entrust my piece to the Prince of Peace
I commit my all to Him
Knowing I will be whole again