[𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂: 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏]

𝚃𝚆 ~ 𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚡𝚒𝚎𝚝𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗

Maybe everything will be alright

At least that’s what I hope

I’m pretty sure that my

Depression has been gone

And my anxiety is,

Possibly, fading away

I’ve consumed myself in writing

And books to stop the memories

When I don’t, my thoughts,

They get so overwhelming

Reading at least thirteen

Hours a day on my phone

My parents aren’t too happy they

Want me to spend less time reading

They claim that it’s unhealthy to spend

Thirteen to twenty-three hours reading

But I can’t explain, I’m supposed

To be fine, happy as always

And I am, or maybe that’s what

I’ve been telling myself

You know what they say,

Fake it till you make it

Or fake it until you and everyone

Around you 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘴 you made it

I’m supposed to be fine and they’ll

Probably be annoyed to find out

I haven’t learned how to cope

I don’t want to be a burden

It’s been a couple years, two or three,

Maybe more but do you expect a kid

To know how to cope

Well I didn’t know and I pushed

The bad memories away

Only for when I got older to

Get to tired to push them away

Jesus saved me that I know, I just

Need a deeper relationship with Him

He can save me again, I just need to put

More effort and meet Him in the middle

But for now I’m fine and

Maybe everything will be alright