Leaving is never easy. And the day I had to say goodbye to my mother forever was the worst day of my life. Our relationship was rocky but in the end she tried making ammends. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t wish she was here. I just had a baby a month and a half prior to her passing. So that wasn’t easy either. 2018 was a terrible year. Yeah, I had my first born. Then my mom dies. Then I got married. Then my grandmother on my dads side died. Real shit show of a year.