Never right always left

Left to the side, always just one step

Stepping on my feet and facing

Faces looking at me bracing

Bracing for the moment when they see

See the lies that made me

Me

Losing sleep so I open up

Up the walls of my empty cup

Cups overflowing with weekend plans

Planned them once them never began

Began chasing monsters in the night

Night starts to feel more warming than light

Lighting the votives for a funeral of the living

Living so little, continuous giving

Giving my all with nothing else left

Left my heart on the counter and my keys in my chest