Just a wee gal, writing cuz she’s gonna die alone💟 My pseudonym is an anagram, leave comments trying to guess my name and I’ll write a story about you!!
Just a wee gal, writing cuz she’s gonna die alone💟 My pseudonym is an anagram, leave comments trying to guess my name and I’ll write a story about you!!
I supposed I was difficult
In the end—
No not the end
This can’t be the end
Can it?
I didn’t mean it to be an end
It isn’t an end is it?
It’s not my end
Just in part
Though whole this pain does feel
I was the problem
Or was I the victim?
I was scared
I was embarrassed
I was callous
Perhaps I can’t love anyone right
I always thought I could
My heart was so large
But it seems pleasure grew wi...
At the end of my resistance
I guess we blamed the distance
For the lack of love’s existence
I suppose it made no difference
And at the end of my line
You said that we were fine
But I still drifted away
I think back to those better days
I soaked in your favour and yet
Our love was a labour
That you never seemed to work
Even when I played the jerk
Until my working days were gone
In the end ...
I held them all to the tops of my world
I gave them all of my unfurled heart in trust
It didn’t matter what they did or what they swirled in my head
Only mattered when they filled my heart with dust
Now I’m so lonely today
I’m shouting pleas into the void
Watching for someone I know to for call me, “hey”
When they laugh it doesn’t matter if my answers go avoided
It doesn’t matter if I please the...
After nearly four hundred years of being stuck like some mewling kitten in that forsaken tower of stone and magic he was finally out…
And being sent to a deserted island.
Life, however long, remained cruel.
As his punishment for a sharp tongue and clever lies, he had been sequestered from the world. Years locked away with every amenity he could ever need, yet the real punishment… he could not t...
Yesterday was simple
Even if it did not seem to be
Though last night I shuddered in my bed
Alone from sunset ‘til the moon did sleep
You didn’t want to chase me longer
And though I didn’t want to run
I didn’t realize hunting for Us
Would have been my greatest fun
I see the strangest, normal things
And think of you and I
And though you’re here, you are not near
I hurt you, yet I cry
I see you in...
I wish he had never let go
I wish I had never made a home over the edge
I wish I had pulled us both away from the flames that would leave me cold as ash in the wind…
I supposed I was difficult
In the end—
No not the end
This can’t be the end
Can it?
I didn’t mean it to be an end
It isn’t an end is it?
It’s not my end
Just in part
Though whole this pain does feel
I was the problem
Or was I th...
Bare
I can’t—
Bear it
How can you bear this pain
The numbness pacing in my chest
How quickly your words fill my brain
I thought I was tired enough to let it rest
Explain
I can’t
Explain it
How can you say goodbye
When we were fireworks and rain
I didn’t really think I’d cry
I didn’t believe in love enough to think of pain
Kill
I can’t
Kill it
I thought you loved me enough for trying
The gap...
Every day seems the same
Waking up to fall down the spiral
Walking against rods that cut my shins
To a room whose doors are lined with idols
They made it, they did it
So why can’t you?
Now a game of endurance because I can’t stand
My heart cried for rest, I give it guilt-pain in lieu
A five minute second
For my heart to scream into the blue
A prompt to break tides of “It’s all too much to do”
A...
Darkness haunts my foolish heart
Not love scarred but pain to my part
Taking from my health
For top marks balanced with friends
Sitting with this darkness that my heart just seems to tend
Tired
So tired
Just tired
She’s just tired
Constantly fried that’s how she feels, she’s just—
Perpetually expired
She’s just tired
She’s just tired
Body broken
Heart rewired
She’s surviving
Barely now
The candle ...
Never right always left
Left to the side, always just one step
Stepping on my feet and facing
Faces looking at me bracing
Bracing for the moment when they see
See the lies that made me
Me
Losing sleep so I open up
Up the walls of my empty cup
Cups overflowing with weekend plans
Planned them once them never began
Began chasing monsters in the night
Night starts to feel more warming than light
Lig...