I am who I want to be

Someone who enjoys her life

Someone who wants to be free.

Nothing can stop me

For I know I can overcome the fear

The sadness that I’ve been through this year, I can’t make it anymore clear

I am who I’m meant to be.

People pray for my downfall

I know coz I’ve heard it all

I’ve heard it through the wall

I’ve heard it when they call

I hear it no matter where I go.

Whether it’s a random person

Whether it’s your family

They judge you for something you can’t control, messing with your sanity

For this person and their insanity

What has happened to humanity

The anger issues they can’t control

My own family hurts my soul

I stay in silence as my eyes starts to bawl,

I cry in my bed without no-one to call

I wiped my tears, held it in for so many years but I act okay the next day.

I pretend that I’m fine, laughing so much that my eyes you see shine, behind the happiness hides a secret that I can’t deny. The secret that broke me into pieces but I pretended to be fine.

For how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep. Escaping reality as I softly weep,

The feelings that I keep, now deserves to be shared. Opening up to people who cared, to people who relates, for them to know, I am strong enough that I know what I’m meant to be. And that is to overcome the fear that prevents us to be free. I am enough.