I’ve created a monster,
That no words can ever describe
From bottled up mixed emotions
That I have been keeping inside.
Hiding behind a mask
Portraying a character
With the smiles that is shown,
You can’t tell what’s hidden behind.
The lies that has been told,
Written in these pages;
Is like a treasure untold
Hidden beneath these faces
Portrays a mask
That hides a secret
But if you may ask
I’...
I am who I want to be
Someone who enjoys her life
Someone who wants to be free.
Nothing can stop me
For I know I can overcome the fear
The sadness that I’ve been through this year, I can’t make it anymore clear
I am who I’m meant to be.
People pray for my downfall
I know coz I’ve heard it all
I’ve heard it through the wall
I’ve heard it when they call
I hear it no matter where I go.
Whether it’s...
I love to color and draw
Specially with the color red.
Straight line, back and forth
Drawing while on my bed.
Pouring my emotions out by coloring
With the color red I draw a line.
Painting showed a bright red,
Spreading through my sleeves like spilled wine.
“Roll my sleeves up” they say,
It’s not easy as you think as it hides my secrets
Of how colorful my drawing can be, I can’t show my weaknes...
Have you ever heard of the phrase
“Love is a lie that keeps us alive”?
If you think about it really
Lying and loving are ways to survive
We all know what a white lie is
We use it to avoid hurting someone
Like when you say “I love you”
but deep inside you know its for fun
We tend to love
With the lies that shown behind our eyes
Pretending to adore the person,
You know well enough to ignore the w...
There is a flame
Hidden deep inside you
The flame that is bright,
So bright that it shines through.
This flame gets bigger
The more joy you bring
But splash it with water,
There it starts shrinking.
Like how you hurt someones feelings,
You lessen their spark
The more pain you bring,
The more those flames turns dark.
Give it a little air,
And back the spark grow
It slowly regain its light,
As ...
If only I had another chance
I’ll try to make the right choices
Going back to change the past
As I reconnect our voices.
Communicate as much as I can
From the distance we have
Talk it out night and day
Keeping our love.
A thousand miles away
Different times but I tried
Missing you everyday
While your love for me slowly died.
You managed to let me go,
Even though I have loved you truly
There’s n...
The moment you walked in the room,
My feelings came out of the blue.
You caught my attention
And I couldn’t stop looking at you.
I had my chin in the palm of my hands,
I looked at you and you looked back.
You don’t know how hard it is to ignore
Your eyes that somehow stops the clock.
The time slows down as our eyes met
I quickly look away and ignored that hot mess.
The eye contacts from time to ...
If your hand could reach inside my heart, what would you do with it?
Would you heal it?
Or would you just break it more.
It doesn’t matter, really
Because it’s already in pieces
And you’re at fault.
I let you reach my heart
Hoping I could love you more
But in return I got pain
As tears in my eyes starts to pour.
But I hid those emotions
Because I loved you so much.
You broke my heart in piece...
Loving you was poison
As I get weaker everyday.
Loving you was poison
I knew your love for me was going away.
I longed for your love
As I had no clue
I’m blinded by this misery
As you hurt me through and through.
I gave you my all
In return you gave me pain
This love that turned toxic
But I wouldn’t dare to complain.
Because if loving you was poison
Then I’m blind as I could be.
My love for y...
No matter how much I fantasize, falling in love with everything u do, no matter what you’re out reach, because you’re someone I can’t reach out to.
Ur behind the screen while I idolize you, I’m right here knowing, I’d never be the one for you.
As much as I want to, you’re way out of reach for a girl like me. Not just seems to be out of reach but I have no chance to ever be. And you’re definitel...