SwissE

I try to write stuff although I’m not good at it (Like to write sad poetry or as what my friend told me, angst)

SwissE

I try to write stuff although I’m not good at it (Like to write sad poetry or as what my friend told me, angst)

Mask

SwissE

1 min read

I’ve created a monster, That no words can ever describe From bottled up mixed emotions That I have been keeping inside.

Hiding behind a mask Portraying a character With the smiles that is shown, You can’t tell what’s hidden behind.

The lies that has been told, Written in these pages; Is like a treasure untold Hidden beneath these faces

Portrays a mask That hides a secret But if you may ask I’ll show you my weakness.

Poetry

I am who I want to be Someone who enjoys her life Someone who wants to be free. Nothing can stop me For I know I can overcome the fear The sadness that I’ve been through this year, I can’t make it anymore clear I am who I’m meant to be.

People pray for my downfall I know coz I’ve heard it all I’ve heard it through the wall I’ve heard it when they call I hear it no matter where I go.

Whether it’s a random person Whether it’s your family They judge you for something you can’t control, messing with your sanity For this person and their insanity What has happened to humanity

The anger issues they can’t control My own family hurts my soul I stay in silence as my eyes starts to bawl, I cry in my bed without no-one to call

I wiped my tears, held it in for so many years but I act okay the next day. I pretend that I’m fine, laughing so much that my eyes you see shine, behind the happiness hides a secret that I can’t deny. The secret that broke me into pieces but I pretended to be fine.

For how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep. Escaping reality as I softly weep, The feelings that I keep, now deserves to be shared. Opening up to people who cared, to people who relates, for them to know, I am strong enough that I know what I’m meant to be. And that is to overcome the fear that prevents us to be free. I am enough.

Poetry

My ‘Hobby’ (TW)

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1 min read

I love to color and draw Specially with the color red. Straight line, back and forth Drawing while on my bed.

Pouring my emotions out by coloring With the color red I draw a line. Painting showed a bright red, Spreading through my sleeves like spilled wine.

“Roll my sleeves up” they say, It’s not easy as you think as it hides my secrets Of how colorful my drawing can be, I can’t show my weakness.

I continue to draw Anytime I feel sad, Expressing my feelings, with lines in the paintings I had.

The painting creates a mess, Spreads the color through my sleeve, I continue to draw Till my goals I achieve.

Poetry

Two L’s

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1 min read

Have you ever heard of the phrase “Love is a lie that keeps us alive”? If you think about it really Lying and loving are ways to survive

We all know what a white lie is We use it to avoid hurting someone Like when you say “I love you” but deep inside you know its for fun

We tend to love With the lies that shown behind our eyes Pretending to adore the person, You know well enough to ignore the whys.

The thoughts sinking in You said that you love them right? But in reality, most of that is a lie Because love is a lie that keeps us alive.

Poetry

Flames

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1 min read

There is a flame Hidden deep inside you The flame that is bright, So bright that it shines through.

This flame gets bigger The more joy you bring But splash it with water, There it starts shrinking.

Like how you hurt someones feelings, You lessen their spark The more pain you bring, The more those flames turns dark.

Give it a little air, And back the spark grow It slowly regain its light, As those flames you see glow.

Poetry

If Only

SwissE

1 min read

If only I had another chance I’ll try to make the right choices Going back to change the past As I reconnect our voices.

Communicate as much as I can From the distance we have Talk it out night and day Keeping our love.

A thousand miles away Different times but I tried Missing you everyday While your love for me slowly died.

You managed to let me go, Even though I have loved you truly There’s not much I can do But think about if only…

Poetry

Sudden Glances

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1 min read

The moment you walked in the room, My feelings came out of the blue. You caught my attention And I couldn’t stop looking at you.

I had my chin in the palm of my hands, I looked at you and you looked back. You don’t know how hard it is to ignore Your eyes that somehow stops the clock.

The time slows down as our eyes met I quickly look away and ignored that hot mess. The eye contacts from time to time, It does makes me melt but I wouldn’t confess.

So you got me daydreaming Thinking about how I wanna talk to you But those eye contacts probably have no meaning Behind that pretty eyes I have not clue.

Poetry

What Would You Do?

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1 min read

If your hand could reach inside my heart, what would you do with it? Would you heal it? Or would you just break it more.

It doesn’t matter, really Because it’s already in pieces And you’re at fault.

I let you reach my heart Hoping I could love you more But in return I got pain As tears in my eyes starts to pour.

But I hid those emotions Because I loved you so much. You broke my heart in pieces And you left me in the dust.

Poetry

Loving You

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1 min read

Loving you was poison As I get weaker everyday. Loving you was poison I knew your love for me was going away.

I longed for your love As I had no clue I’m blinded by this misery As you hurt me through and through.

I gave you my all In return you gave me pain This love that turned toxic But I wouldn’t dare to complain.

Because if loving you was poison Then I’m blind as I could be. My love for you is poison Because I knew you were hurting me.

Poetry

Unreachable

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1 min read

No matter how much I fantasize, falling in love with everything u do, no matter what you’re out reach, because you’re someone I can’t reach out to.

Ur behind the screen while I idolize you, I’m right here knowing, I’d never be the one for you.

As much as I want to, you’re way out of reach for a girl like me. Not just seems to be out of reach but I have no chance to ever be. And you’re definitely way out of my league as you can see.

We would never take it far just so you know. Watching you through a screen is as far as I can go.

You’re unreachable as I stay as a fan. Who supports you in your achievements. And even if your love life has began.

Although it may hurt, as long as you’re happy, we’ll be happy for you. Because meeting you is already impossible so being that person would be too.

Poetry

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Mask

I Am Enough

My ‘Hobby’ (TW)

Two L’s

Flames

If Only

Sudden Glances

What Would You Do?

Loving You

Unreachable

Mask

I Am Enough

My ‘Hobby’ (TW)

Two L’s

Flames

If Only

Sudden Glances

What Would You Do?

Loving You

Unreachable