My boyfriend has left me to go somewhere else with an overthinking mind. My best friend has left me for a dinner with a heavy heart. My brother has left me for screens with too many scars. My parents have left me hurt and untrusting with their expectations.

You know sometimes I think they may be doing this on purpose.

My boyfriend left because he can’t deal with my sadness and his own. My best friend left because she has problems to deal with. My brother left because he’s stopped caring. my parents left because they have my brother to fill their dreams.

So now i sit and write my feelings on an app where many unknown faces can see yet none really know me. Maybe that’s why I sit here writing and trusting this community with my pain. Because they don’t know me.

Or maybe it’s because i’ve been quiet for too long and i can’t hold it in anymore. Maybe it’s because everyone has thought me blind to their neglect and lack of trust and care. Just because i’m quiet does not mean im blind.

I’ve seen everything, waiting for the perfect time to interfere.

So now, by trusting in anyone who reads to not tell them, i hope that maybe someone will trust me to not tell someone else.