I hate that

It still plays back in my mind

I hate that

I still see it when I close my eyes

Because now you

Don’t even give me the time of day

And it’s not alright

I hate that

I still feel you like this

I hate that

I’m in my mind like “it is what it is”

I guess I just really thought

I was someone

That you’d miss

And I can’t take another heart break

There’s far to much at stake

For me to be just another notch in your belt

Did you lie on everything you said you felt?

Reassurance isn’t a big deal

Boy tell me how you really feel

Because I thought this was real