Dear journal,

I wish these feelings would go away. There’s no way it will ever work. Being a teenager stinks as if it's not confusing enough falling for someone doesn't help any. Maybe one day I'll be able to convince myself to forget it. Right now I just need to ignore it. Why would he ever go out with me anyway i’m just his best friends little sister?

-KK

Dear journal,

Why can't I tell her how I feel? I love her. Why can't I just tell her? Why would she even go out with me though I'm just her older brother's best friend? She's never showed any interest in dating... Me or anyone else. Maybe I can tell her before I leave for boot camp.

-BR

Dear journal,

They have both been acting weird lately ever since he told everyone he would leave for boot camp. K started wearing a new necklace with a ring on it, she won't let me see the ring but the glimpse I got it looked familiar.

-MK