Sometimes the only way to really forget everything is to go to sleep. So that’s what I do. I do it to forget the scars, to forget my dad, to forget my mom, to forget Levi. But most of all, to forget Rosa. I miss her so much, but I also kind of hate her for leaving me, I know that makes me selfish and I know that she had to leave, but it still hurts. It hurts so badly. Tonight I can’t fall asleep, and I know why. 5 years ago exactly, Rosa left me. I thought maybe she’d come back, but she never did. I was stupid. Maybe I should just move on and forget about her, like she did. Maybe I will…. But I can’t. No matter how hard I try, Rosa will always be a part of me, like it or not. I wish you were here Rosa.