Whenever I’m somewhere really high I love staring down at how far the ground is. It makes me want to jump even though I would never dare to. I feel nothing but fear and the need to ignore the unreasonable thoughts in my head. It helps to not even look down in the first place which is something I do when I’m up really high. Although once I had to jump down from a really high place but I was tied to a secured rope and I couldn’t do it. I was too scared.